I feel so blessed. Even when I complain, I feel that tightness in my chest that tells me I should just be grateful. Even if I can't poop and my feet turn purple when I sit down, at least I have a baby, right? Right?! Some would give anything to have what I have. Some have given so much of themselves and still don't have what I have.
Being pregnant after infertility sure is weird. It's humbling and wonderful. Thank you to everyone who prayed for me, and who continues to pray for me. I pray for you too, and the tears come because I have what many desire now. And at times, that's a hard thing to cope with.